Still on the Line
with Chapel of Love
There were rules about the phone.
She’d used it too much.
Now she wasn’t supposed to.
She stood in the open space,
hand to her ear—
thumb and pinky,
the other fingers folded in.
Close enough.
And with her other hand,
her index finger moved.
Slow. Circular.
Keeping time—
we’re gonna go to the chap—…
a pause—
…gonna get mar—…
she caught it again,
just enough to stay with it—
like she knew the rest
and didn’t need us to hear it—
like it was already playing
somewhere we couldn’t reach.
“Who she talkin’ to?”
someone whispered.
She smiled—
not at us,
but like something on the other end
had reached her.
That was the part
that made it hard to laugh.
For a second,
it didn’t feel like pretending.
It felt like we were the ones
missing something.
A counselor stepped closer.
He said her name.
The finger kept moving—
one more turn.
Then stopped.
She lowered her hand
like the call had ended.
No one spoke.
We drifted back
into ourselves.
But something stayed—
like the call had ended,
but not all the way.

